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well, this week went by kind of slow for me..
it was full of um, confusion and all that good stuff, but it all worked out in the end so its all good.
me and steve are back together, yet again, but who didnt know this?...
i saw him yesterday at sunset of course :):) haha, he was so high it was hilarious, soo messed up. they all were, omg especially valentina..haha poor girl she was so messed up.
bryan tried some stuff in gameworks before steve got there, but i held myself back..which is a big accomplishment,so everyone be happy for me.
today, im going to the fucking marlins game with my lovely parents..oh how i love them so..(did you taste the sarcasm on that one?) but, they said i could bring a friend, so im going to try and drag danielle down with me and we could be losers at a baseball game together..tomorrow, im going to try and go all out and do something fun, monday i want to go to the beach, so alysa and co. call me up babydolls.
waiting impatiently for my chicken kitchen, so im going to go do something to pass the time :)
peace
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[22 May 2004|08:57pm] |
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yeah, thursday i hung out with lisa and danielle and robo drove us home.
friday i went to sunset and hung out with the regulars except for steve because we were broken up and he was off getting drunk somewhere with whoever.
today i went to mcdonalds with danielle and got a call from them saying they were next door at the bank and i really didnt want to see steve..but i saw him anyway, we talked, kissed, made up..whatever..the usual. hes not going out with that ape thank god. lied to my mom and said they werent with us but my dad saw me, and then my aunt saw them at kmart and some of them were doing dust-off (drugs, if any of you didnt already know) and told my mom and danielles mom, so now im no longer aloud to talk to them..no more, nada, nien, zippo, zilch, zero..and it sucks.
my parents think im a piece of shit and that im a fuck-up so, yeah cool.
my grandmas taking me to juvi because she thinks i deserve it, so im spending a coupld of days there.
peace
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*sighs in aggravation* well, this week hasnt been the greatest, the only god part was i finally finished my project and turned it in on time.*pats self on back*...on a more sour note, me and steve are in an "open relationship" now, whatever that may mean. what strikes me as funny is, thats not what i wanted, but what he thought i wanted, and what i just agreed to because i thought thats what he wanted..if you got that. so now, he only calls me once a day to say hi..? and is now at the movies with two girls and bryan..one girl in which he "gets along with really well"..on the other hand, ive done nothing but sit in my room and listen to music and draw since. im not putting up with this anymore. he cant do this to me..im sick of it, and im not dealing with this.
peace
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[18 May 2004|07:24pm] |
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think im taking up cigarettes.
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so this weekend..um..okay.
its not completely over yet so whatever, im just hoping tonight is a tad bit better than last night.
steve, i dont know what to do about him anymore, and bryan was high and i showed him the ring ive been longing for.
i ran into this guy from my art class, and some of his friends at virgin so i sat with him for a while and he told me jokes from a magazine.
im currently at megans house, shes going to iron my hair, and im istening to anadivine because berny told me to go to their site. we're going to dolphin in a bit, yeah dolphin, surprise surprise..its not sunset.
well, must go. peace
--me
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[13 May 2004|07:40pm] |
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so, how is everyone doing?, im doing wonderful.
i didnt finish eating my steak, and i was going outside to put the rest of the steak my dog's bowl, and then realized, i no longer have a dog to feed.
jessica simpson destroyed a classic when she re-did the song take my breath away.
just a random thought.
--me
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[12 May 2004|06:01pm] |
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so um, yeah stick it up your ass dick hole.
-me
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[08 May 2004|12:13pm] |
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long time to write i guess.
havent had time nor energy.
yesterday was eventful, there was supposed to be a fight so i was running around with steves huge bookbag on me plus mine..robert ran off or something, and one of his own friends turned against him. seeing steve always makes me happy though, i got a couple of pictures of him off dani<3.
today, i dont know whats going down, maybe danis house for the day, who knows. sunset later.
steve gave me his little angel which he adores most dearly.<3333333333333
got to see alysa n megan, I LOVE THEM.
well, peace.
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[02 May 2004|10:32am] |
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this is the second half of a nice conversation i had with robert about him fighting steve and james last night..he claims to have beat up BOTH OF THEM..now, comment and tell me, how amny of you ACTUALLY BELIEVE HE BEAT UP BOTH JAMES AND STEVE??
xv05x signed on at 9:58:06 AM.
xv05x: ok so then james try
xv05x: to punch me
xv05x: and he missed
hypnostics: are you sure james didnt have another reason to ewant to fight you?..maybe, danielle?
xv05x: and then i got a punch or 2 i dont know how many
xv05x: i dont know
hypnostics: did he say anything about her to you?
xv05x: he said i was talking shit or something like that
xv05x: nope
hypnostics: oh..alright keep going
xv05x: and then i see to the left of me steve
xv05x: and he trys it and he didn`t do shit to me
xv05x: and then i went for him cause they were holding james back
xv05x: and it was unfair
xv05x: cause they cant fight fair
xv05x: there pussy who need each other to take out one person
xv05x: but yeah
xv05x: that was about it
hypnostics: so, in conclusion...you beat them both up?..or you won both of them..?
xv05x: pretty much
xv05x: cause they should of had me
xv05x: it was 2 vs one for like 2 mins
xv05x: they could of done some damage
xv05x: but they didn`t
hypnostics: ohh..well, okay...that sucks then..
xv05x: i thougt it was sad
xv05x: and then james was like we will finish this friday
xv05x: and i was like allright
xv05x: so friday is gonna be this big rumble
hypnostics: mhmm...how about you guys just dont fight at all?
xv05x: nope
xv05x: they brought it on them self
xv05x: i will tell you some more about it later when your not in danielles house
hypnostics: ...shes still sleeping..?
hypnostics: you can tell me.
xv05x: no i will wait
hypnostics: robert, just tell me now..what difference does it make where danielle is anyway?
xv05x: cause she is gonna tell her boyfriend what i say to save him from getting his ass kicked
hypnostics: oh.umm...lol, so you think youre going to kick his ass
xv05x: i know
hypnostics: alright then, and what about steve?
xv05x: if its fair i have nothing to worry about
xv05x: if steve jumps in well
xv05x: dont worry
xv05x: about that
hypnostics: what do you mean dont worry?
hypnostics: i AM going to worry, he is my boyfriend
xv05x: just dont worry about him
hypnostics: why not?..youre going to beat him up too?
xv05x: dont worry
hypnostics: im not worried, trust me...youre really the one who should be worried...
xv05x: well im not
hypnostics: theyre from little havana robert, they fight like everyday, its a normal thing for them..do you reallly think you can take on both of them, if they tried?
xv05x: who says im gonna be alone
xv05x: hu
xv05x: huh
xv05x: do you think im that stupid
hypnostics: i never said you were going to be alone...
hypnostics: so you cant take them by yourself?
xv05x: not too of them they fight with weapons
xv05x: im telling this is gonna get out of hand
xv05x: soon
xv05x: and guns are gonna start coming into place
xv05x: if they dont already
xv05x: and it sucks for both
xv05x: who ever uses the gun
hypnostics: what if you take them one on one...one at a time, without any weapons..who would win..in each fight?
xv05x: and for who gets shoot with it
xv05x: me
hypnostics: who do you think is oging to use a gun robert?
xv05x: steve and james
hypnostics: dont say shit like that, guns arent going to take any part in that
xv05x: there were gonna uses chains
xv05x: that mean next time some one is gonna bring
hypnostics: THEYRE NOT STUPID, THEY ALREADY IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW, DO YOU REALLY THINK THEYRE GOING TO USE GUNS?
xv05x: something stronger
xv05x: they will to get that they want
hypnostics: the only weapon theyll use on you is probably chains..thats it..
hypnostics: NO THEY WONT, THEY DONT WANT YUOU FUCKING DEAD ROBERT.
xv05x: yeah they do
hypnostics: okay well, maybe they do, but theyre not goingt o kill you, atleast not with a gun..theyre not that stupid.
xv05x: but im talking about people are gonna bring more and more weapons
hypnostics: no they arent..they only thing theyre going to fight with is chains, no knives no guns..
xv05x: but who says some one is not gonna bring a nife?
hypnostics: even if they do, no ones going to use it..well, i know steve isnt.
xv05x: but james wil
hypnostics: no he isnt. god youre an idiot, you dont know them at all..THEYRE GOING TO USE THEIR FUCKING FISTS, THATS ALL.
hypnostics: are you getting scared?..
xv05x: i dont give a shit
xv05x: if they want to bring weapons
xv05x: i have them to
xv05x: and there not gonna fight with fist
hypnostics: you are scared, youre scared theyre going to kill you with a fucking gun?
xv05x: i think your the stupid one to think you know them
xv05x: i dont care if i die
hypnostics: are you fucking kidding?..you think you know my boyfriend more than i do?
xv05x: you have to understand
xv05x: well i no more then what you happen to belive
hypnostics: oh shut up, stop putting up this bad ass image, YOURE NOT BADASS ROBERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
xv05x: do you know your boyfriend is saying that you fucked bryan
xv05x: and thats why steve and bryan aren`t friends
hypnostics: okay robert..
hypnostics: they are friends
hypnostics: theyre together tright now
hypnostics: right*
xv05x: hahaha
xv05x: whatever
xv05x: just know that your boyfriend is allways with girls when your not there
hypnostics: are you dumb?.because we just finished talking to them right now...hes with bryan and james...at bryans girlfriends house..so you whatever
xv05x: flirting with thhem
xv05x: ok if you say so.
hypnostics: shut the fuck up robert? why are you trying to make me hate him?
xv05x: well nice little chat we had dont bother msg me
xv05x: i dont care what you say
xv05x: im not trying to
xv05x: im just telling you what i see
xv05x: later
xv05x signed off at 10:26:12 AM.
lmao..
--me
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(x) Smoked pot
(_) Done coke or speed
(x) Kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) Kissed a member of the same sex
(x) Have a crush
(x) Have someone you wish you could fuck
(_) Crashed a friend's car
(x) Driven illegally
(_) Been to Japan
(_) Ridden in a taxi
(_) Had anal sex
(x) Been in love
(what is this sex that you speak of?) Had sex
(_) Had sex in public(KIND OF)
(x) Been dumped
(x) Dumped someone
(x) Shoplifted
(_) Been fired
(x) Been in a fist fight
(_) Had a threesome
(_) Snuck out of your parent's house
(_) Been tied up
(_) Been caught masturbating
(x) Pissed on myself
(_) Had sex with a member of the same sex
(_) Been arrested
(_) Made out with a stranger
(_) Stole something from my job
(_) Celebrated new years in time square
(_) Gone on a blind date
(x) Lied to a friend
(x) Had a crush on a teacher
(_) Celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) Been to Europe
(x) Skipped school
(_) Slept with a co-worker
(x) Cut myself on purpose
(_) Had sex at the office
(_) Been married
(_) Gotten divorced
(_) Had children
(_) Seen someone die
(_) Been to Africa
(_) Tasted my own sexual fluids.
(_) Fucked one of my Greatestjournal friends
(x) Slapped someone I loved
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(_) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Have been fisted and/or fisted someone else
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(_) Been snowboarding
(_) Had sex at a friend's house when they were throwing a party
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(i heard them) Watched two (or more) people have sex
(kind of) Been moshing at a concert
yeah, i havent done much...lmao.
whatevaaaaaaaaa. peace
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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND STEVE!!!!!!
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!
i cant wait til i see van helsing...KATE BECKONSALE IS SOOOOO HOTTTTT!!!!
this weekend should be VERY LOVELY...i cant wait...alysa, hammys mine..only for vacation!!! REMEMBER THAT!!!
CALL IF YOU WANT TO CHILLLLL!!!!
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i love my new icon!!!!!!!!!
so, how is everyone?
--me
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i love steve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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thats a new journal, for, lyrics/poetry/ my personal thoughts
so if you want to hear me rant on..you can comment..and ill add you.
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from now on im friends only. people piss me the fuck off. so you little llama-fuckers wo think youre cute, talk all the shit you want right here. :) lick my fucking boobs!!!!
--me
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